My State Of Mind Has Finally Got The Best Of Me

6:42pm: JB Vs. a Laptop & ATL M&G!
So if you are a Jonas Brothers fan chances are you have heard the rumors about the "12 Days Of Christmas Tour". Thanks to Livenation & ticketmaster for posting the dates last week before they were officially announced. Something tells me they are in alot of trouble for that cause nothing causes more chaos than JB tourdate confusion! Everyone thought the pages were taken down however alot if us found them until yesterday. Now the question is are these dates for real or did we all get our hopes up for nothing?! According to Team Jonas new dates were supposed to be announced this week we shall see! So everyone knows me I stress about everything especially Jonas tickets. I always get excited when dates are announced then I realize I actually have to buy tickets & I get sick to my stomach! It may be stressful but yea those boys are worth it. How worth it you ask? Well how about giving up a laptop just to go see them in Hershey Pa in December. Yea I kinda knew I would be asking alot out of my parents to rent a car to drive 2 and a half hours 2 weeks before Christmas. It turns out I was getting a laptop for Christmas which I have been wanting for years now. So it came down to going to see JB or getting my own laptop pretty hard ultimatum. However in my heart no matter how much I have wanted a laptop I have been saying I would kill to see those boys one more time before the year ends! So of course they won they are worth that and so much more in my opinion! Yes all this crazyness before the dates are even official but I have a feeling they will be soon. Then comes the stress of pre-sales & finding out if I can even participate in the fanclub one. If pre-sale codes are per membership & not per tour I might have to buy a new membership which will suck.

In other news I got a Meet & Greet for All Time Low 2 days after my b-day! Their fanclub does M&Gs the best way they go to the first 90 people to buy tickets for each show! I actually wasn't going to go to that show because we were going to sixflags that day. Though I bought a ticket because they said no more dates were being announced so with a chance of being in the first 90 I did it. Then I felt bad cause I have been wanting to go to Six Flags all year. So my mom said to buy tickets to the philly show & we would sell the NJ. They still hadn't announced M&G winners when I got my NJ ticket in last week so I said I will give them til the 30th. I logged on the fanclub Saturday and there was my name on the M&G list. So now we are selling the philly tickets & going to sixflags the next weekend. I mean I couldn't pass up meeting All Time Low again! I guess October is my ATL month because I met them October 12th last year & this year on October 17th. Last year I told them the ticket to their show was a birthday present to myself & Jack told me he bought me a Segway that was sitting outside! It was one of the best days ever!

1:27pm: Lastnight's dream
I like writing out my dreams especially good ones! This one was lastnight.

So my bestfriend's and I were at Bamboozle 2010 waiting to see Aaron Carter. We were brought up onstage to dance with him for a song it was pretty awesome. When we got offstage we decided to split up and walk around for a bit. I decided I wanted to go sit in the car for a bit So I walked to the parking lot. As I was walking this car pulls up beside me & I look to see no other than Joe Jonas driving.As my insides were doing flips I just calmly said "Hi Joe" and kept walking. He yells "What that is it you are just gonna say hi". I walked back over and said "Yea what did you expect me to have some kind of conversation with you?" I then said "Because I can't do that which is why I have it all written down in a letter." I continued with "Which with my luck the one day I don't have it on me I run into you." By this time we have started walking and he has that infamous little smirk on his face. Just when I think I am going to collapse right then & there we reach my bestfriend Elle's truck. She is all like "Where have you been I have been texting you like crazy" then I feel a hand grab mine & come back to reality. I said "Sorry guess I got distracted look who I found" and I pulled Joe into view. She smiled and said "I should have known if you were not responding something Jonas related was going on" Joe laughed and I shot Elle a death glare.Elle then says "So Courtney are we still taking a nap before going back in or has that changed?" Before I could answer Joe says "Ooh a nap sounds awesome I could use one of those." and jumps in the car ahead of me. At this point I am thinking this is the best/weirdest day ever! I get in after him and try to get a comfortable sleeping position.I just decide to lay back in the seat with my head against the window frame. Though he decided to lay long ways and is leaning against me I decide not to say a word because he might be squishing me but he is Joe freakin Jonas! Apparently he is also a mind reader because he says "Courtney you aren't very comfortable right now are you?" Of course I'm not but I lie and say "Yes I am I'm fine." He then says "I don't think you are I got an idea lets switch places." So we move around so he is against the door once again laying long ways. I decide I am just gonna let him stretch out & I will lay over next to Elle. That was until he suddenly pulled me backwards onto him. Now we are both laying long ways with my back to his chest& his arms. To say I was freaking out would be an understatement & I am pretty sure he was aware of what he was doing to me. He said "Now see isn't this much better?" I knew lying at this point would be pointless so I said "Yea it is actually alot better" So I layed my head against his and thought I could stay in this moment forever!
This is where the dream fastforwards a bit or like flashes to the next scene. The next thing I know we are sitting at a table playing board games with Mr & Mrs. Jonas, Frankie, Nick, & Kevin! Elle is talking about how she wants to go to Bamboozle again the next day to go on all the rides. Mrs. Jonas says the boys should go with us but Joe claims that would just cause a scene & that wouldn't be fair to us. I agreed saying they probably have better things to do anyway. Kevin just rolled his eyes and said "Oh please you two are just worried you won't be able to keep your hands off of eachother and that will cause a scene!" If I had something in my mouth I probably would have choked for sure. I look at him like he had lost his mind and said "What! What do you mean?" He says "Well he carried you in here since you were still asleep layed with you until you woke up & I'm pretty sure your hands have been intertwined ever since." I hadn't even noticed Joe was holding my hand until now. Then my phone went off I picked it to see a text from Elle that said and then there are also these. I clicked it to find tons of pictures of Joe & I sleeping looking all innocent wrapped up in eachother. Joe just glanced over at me and smiled. I just shot a look at Elle and then said "Well I for one am going tomorrow and if you guys wanna come I am all for it." Then Nick & Kevin said they wanted to go to start with so to count them in. I looked to my right and said "Now how can Mr. Danger himself turn down coming rollercoaster riding?" He just looked at me trying to look serious and said "Oh it is so on baby count me in."
Then I woke up from the dream! THE END!